So two nights ago, I went to the ER because there's something wrong with my kidneys. They told me I was "borderline pregnant" and then I tested positive when I took the test again. Then they did a ultrasound and saw nothing. It might be too early, I haven't even missed a period yet. Or it might just be my hormornes. I have a blood test again tomorrow. Maybe it won't take 7 hours. I hate hospitals in the south. No offense to anyone. lol.
My boyfriend took me to the hospital, and because of it he didn't get to his job interview. Now he's stuck being a bus boy somewhere. :[ But I love him. He's my hero. I might be working at toys r us soon. Everyone there is really friendly and nice. :] And a lot of the ladies are pregnant, which is cute. :] But if I do get hired I have to buy a red polo. I don't have any red polos. Or money. lol. I'll probably just beg my grandmother for some. Even though I already owe her 20 bucks. She filled my gas tank today. :] lol.
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
Hey. Haven't been on here lately. Lots of family drama. My dad thinks he walks on water. Thinks I'm throwing my life away. Says I'm dating a scumbag. I don't care though. I like what I have. :] I'm wicked sick. California was awesome. That's pretty much it.
Saturday, 01 November 2008
Sometimes, things just feel all wrong. My boyfriend is a smoker. He smokes constantly in the house. And it never really bothered me, but lately it's been really upsetting my chest. I don't want to tell him to stop smoking in his house, but it's killing my lungs. Literally. And if I do end up being able to get pregnant, I don't want to give my baby second hand smoke. Anyways. I was so hungry earlier, but I couldn't eat more than 6 chips. Something's wrong with me. I'm in the Retired place right now, and it sucks. My computer is fixed. Finally. I doubt we'll have regular updates anyways. So uhm. By the way. When I woke up this morning he pulled me towards him to give him a kiss. :] I wasn't even facing him. lol. He's a sweetheart, when he wants to be.
So. I haven't updated in a while. I lost my job, figured it would happen, the lady was very unprofessional, ended it over the phone. I went mini-golfing today with boyfriend. Not much new stuff. my life is pretty boring right now. Have less than 20 bucks in the bank account. Probably won't have a job till after christmas. This sucks. I haven't heard from my school if I've passed the test or not. I took it again. Probably going up their tuesday to see what's up. My first student loan is due in 3 months, and I don't have a job. Awesome. And my family is coming here for Christmas and yet again, I won't have any presents. I'm a sucky friend. My friend is supposed to move here in December. My family and my boyfriend don't believe me. This shall be interesting. I haven't gotten the bawls to move out of my grandmother's house yet. It'll happen after Christmas I suppose. Don't want to piss off my parents anymore than I have too. Kinda hungry, might eat the ribs I brought over for my boyfriend. I want to go vegetarian, but that costs too much money, so sit here and do nothing, sounds like 2nd best. I'm going to california in a week and a half, with 19 dollars in the bank. awesome. If I wasn't with the most amazing guy ever I think I might be full of anxiety.
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